Tuesday, September 29, 2009

L.O.V.E.

So. Here I sit in Chemistry class. I know I'm supposed to be researching things for my project, but my mind is everywhere else right now. I can't concentrate. Maybe it's because of a certain boy in a certain class......or maybe it's because my mind has been going off of 4 hours of sleep every night for the past month. I'm not sure, really. But I do know that it doesn't help that I have been stressed out lately. I am starting to think clearer now that I am well rested (my mom let me rest this morning and come to school for the last 3 classes).
One thing that has changed, since I've gotten sleep last night, is that this boy I like isn't everything. My mind has been consumed with him lately, and It really shouldn't be. I can't remember why I was ever overly-giddy about this. I think I'm starting to remember that there are more important things in life than boys, pointless crushs, and being "popular". I shouldn't care about the opinions of those at that stupid school. I have more important things going on in my life, and I should focus on what I came here to do: graduate and get into a good college. I should quit worrying about little things and focus on what God has planned for me. He is in control, and I have to remind myself of that all the time.

Anyways, I need to go do homework now. I'm singing at youth group for the second time tonight! :D

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