Breakin' At The Cracks

I always feel like I'm in the shadows, you know? Like everytime I try to prove who I am, someone has to one-up me, which of course makes my self-esteem plumit. For example, with school. I can't simply just want to be an actress. It's like if I really want to do this, then I have to be practically obsessed with all things theatre. But the thing is, I am not that girl. I write music. That's who I am. I am a lyrical heart. And whether they realize it or not, I feel like I get stuck in their shadows most of the time. Like when I audtion for things, I always feel second best. But what really annoys me is that I know I can do it. But it seems that now one is really giving me a chance to show them all I can be. So here I am. Stuck as the girl that isn't popular, is easily broken, but has a lot of heart. I just want to be given that chance.